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Dr. James D.: Well, hello everyone. I'm Dr. James Dobson and you're listening to Family Talk. I've been sharing my thoughts on radio for 42 years and it's still fun to do what I do. And thank you for tuning in today. Yesterday we had a very special guest on our program. Her name is Anne Paulk. And she's back today to complete her story. And has been a friend to Shirley and me for many years and I want to introduce her to you then. Let me tell you who she is. Anne is the executive director of Restored Hope Network. Which councils and equips those seeking freedom from the burden of homosexuality. In the program we aired yesterday, Anne expressed her concern about the infiltration of LGBT ideology and to the Christian Church. And then she shared her own personal journey, which is very powerful. So much so, that I want you to hear that story for those who were not listening yesterday. We're going to roll back the recording just a little bit. And then we will pick up my interview with an Anne in a moment.
Anne Paulk: I was molested at age four, but I didn't recognize how that impacted my life until much later. I grew up having experience of attraction towards girls. And dated boys through high school, trying to fit in. And then went away to college and decided this so-called God I'd heard of that I'd read part of scripture, didn't hold as much weight and I didn't know that he was really true. I decided to abandon God; my concept of who God was.
Dr. James D.: You walked away from him, didn't you?
Anne Paulk: I did. It was this minimal experience. It was almost a deist philosophy that God created the world, but didn't interact with it. Completely opposite view from who God truly is. Well, I threw out this false view of who God was and embraced my feelings my first year in college. Started going to gay bars, even though it was way under age. Started hanging around with gay friends, joined the rugby team at college; a pretty liberal school down in California. And everybody it seemed, on the team was a lesbian. So I was running as fast as I could into this until I had a couple of dreams about Jesus that I didn't want.
Anne Paulk: I confided in my Jewish jogging partner, Jody. I said, "Jody, I had a couple of dreams that..." Here's this person I didn't want in the dream. Jesus showed up with the beard and the long hair and the robe. I knew who it was, but not that I could see his face per se. But he kind of wasn't welcome. He wasn't welcome. And I said to her, "what do I do about this?" She laughed and shrugged her head and said, "I don't know".
Dr. James D.: He didn't talk to you?
Anne Paulk: He didn't talk to me. He just showed up. And then I came into one of the commons that where we eat food at the university. And all my Jewish friends were sitting there and one made a crack about Jesus. And I got defensive. It was the oddest thing. I said, "well, I don't talk about your God this way".
Anne Paulk: And I'm like, "What? What did I just say? What do you mean my God?" I'd thought I'd thrown all that baby out with the bath water. And so I was confused about my own response. And I thought, huh, Jesus is showing up for my dreams and I'm defensive of him. And then I was in a gay meeting on campus and in the middle of that meeting, I had this piercing thought that I knew was true. These were the words from heaven, "You're not going to find the love that you're seeking for here". And I knew it was true and it crushed me. And so I ran off to the library on a Friday night and I just sobbed. And I said, "Okay, well, whoever the real God is, 'and I hope you're not the Christian god, cause I still want to do my thing.' Whoever the real God is, please stand up and here are five or six things that you can show me who you really are."
Anne Paulk: And if anybody else wants to step into this and pretend to be the true God, then I just am not interested in that. I don't want that to happen. And wouldn't you know? Within two weeks, God starts answering all of these lists that I'd promptly forgotten.
Dr. James D.: And he wanted you.
Anne Paulk: He did. He did. And I was so grateful. You know, he made me. He made every single human being on the face of the earth. And he longs for us. He pursues us. He seeks us out and praise God, he sought me out.
Dr. James D.: And you began living a straight life?
Anne Paulk: Well no, I wish I could say that was true right away. No, I was curious about who God says he really was. I began asking all my friends on campus, "so who does Jesus say he really is?" I began asking the right questions. And got involved with, believe it or not, a Baptist student ministry on campus that had a class answering all these questions. It was called evangelism training. Here I am not yet a believer, not ever given my life, my heart to Jesus. And I'm now attending a class that they're talking and answering all these vital questions that a new, a young believer, or someone who's asking about Christianity would ask.
Dr. James D.: How dramatic was your conversion to him?
Anne Paulk: It was pretty crazy. The final night of that meeting I was pretending to pray, like just trying to fit in. And God revealed that he was there. That he was present in the room.
Dr. James D.: Did you cry?
Anne Paulk: I did. And I was overwhelmed by this person who was in the room but not in me. And what he revealed to me about himself, is that he was full of authority and full of kindness. It was a unique combination that won me. I talked to the pastor that night and said, "Look, I'm a lesbian and I want to do this. But, this person showed up tonight and I'm aware that he's not in my life and what do I do?" So he told me about The Sinner's Prayer. And told me to call him later that night. And I couldn't hold off that night. I asked him to be my Lord and savior.
Dr. James D.: Was that an absolute turning point in your life?
Anne Paulk: Oh my goodness, was it. Yes, it was.
Dr. James D.: It's a before and after.
Anne Paulk: It was... A new creation was born a brand new baby believer and a woman of joy that had not experienced joy. I experienced joy unspeakable, something I could never have ever even touched on before. The God of the universe was in my life. And eventually, God wanted me to grow in my relationship as a woman of God and things like that. And I began to struggle with life about six months after becoming a Christian.
Anne Paulk: And it was not to cause me to stumble, but rather for me to grow as a believer. For me to grow into the woman of God he intended. And so that process began about six months into it. And I'm so grateful for that, that he didn't leave me as a baby Christian. He wanted me to grow up. And that made me the woman I am today. Able to raise kids. I have three sons, whom I absolutely adore. But that was almost robbed of me. That future and hope was almost stolen away.
Dr. James D.: Your tender about it today, aren't you?.
Anne Paulk: I am. Yes I am.
Dr. James D.: You know, the scripture tells us that all of heaven rejoices when one comes home.
Anne Paulk: That's right.
Dr. James D.: And there was rejoicing when you gave your heart to him.
Anne Paulk: Yes indeed. And you know, I'm addicted to seeing that happen in other people's lives. And so I cannot step down from that place.
Anne Paulk: I want to hold the door open for men and women who will follow that and it's not my example only. There's so many others that went ahead of me. Frank Worthen, and so many. Sy Rogers, Joe, Dallas, you name it. A whole lot of people who stepped through that door of faith and led the way. Well, I'm just another person along that chain. But last summer at our conference, I sensed that during the prayer response time on the Friday night that we offer everyone. Do you want to respond? Do you want to surrender to Jesus. Are you wanting a breakthrough in your walk with him? I sensed that the people that went forward were going to have a new future and a new hope than they had ever experienced before. That new generations would come out of the people that stepped forward and got prayed over. And I'm so grateful.
Anne Paulk: It's something that's... I'm having a hard time not crying about it. Because there's new life.
Dr. James D.: What a testimony.
Dr. James D.: What a testimony. You had been in that other lifestyle and the Lord just wanted you out of it. And you were receptive to him.
Anne Paulk: That's right.
Dr. James D.: And what you're doing now is trying to spread that good news on to others, isn't it?
Anne Paulk: Yes sir. That's exactly it.
Dr. James D.: Tell people how they can reach you.
Anne Paulk: They can reach us on the web at "restoredhopenetwork.org". And our email is "firstname.lastname@example.org" as well.
Dr. James D.: And we've talked about people who have accommodated the culture and have taken the scripture and either ignored it or contradicted it. Not lived according to the principles they're in. Let's talk about those who have done things right. There are an awful lot of people out there that are living in a sinful world. They're surrounded by evil. We all are, it's everywhere. And compromisers are not difficult to find. But there are those who are standing firm. They haven't moved an inch. And I know the Lord sees that. He sees it in you Anne, and what you've done with your life. What do you want to say to those who have refused to be warped by the culture around?
Anne Paulk: I am so grateful to the men and women who stand firm. Particularly the pastors who are faithful to scripture and who actually take their charge from the Lord to guard the flock. And to discern the times. And to speak the truth no matter what.
Dr. James D.: You know better than most, they pay a price for that.
Anne Paulk: Yes, many will pay a price but I'd rather-
Dr. James D.: You have, haven't you?
Anne Paulk: Yes, but I'll tell you what. I would rather pay a price here than be rebuked by the Lord himself. And each one of us has to walk in integrity before him. We want to hear "well done, good and faithful servant". And part of that is retaining biblical fidelity in the middle of cultural challenges, regardless of the prices paid.
Dr. James D.: You have written that there are four fundamental views of homosexuality today. And I think you ought to explain them because you can tell quite easily which category your church falls into. Describe them for us.
Anne Paulk: Well, there is the pro-gay view. Which is believing that God made a person gay and therefore allows them to act upon it. So they are pro acting homosexually. They're pro homosexual identity, behavior and feelings-
Dr. James D.: And the pastor is not calling to repentance and...
Anne Paulk: And the pastor doesn't have any problem with the homosexual acting out. In fact, they include actively gay partnered individuals in the membership or leadership of the church. And so that is a problem. That usually in the past was the metropolitan community church, which was known to be a gay church.
Anne Paulk: That viewpoint is making its way into different churches these days. One vineyard up and embraced that philosophy in the East coast. I won't mention what city. That they dealt with the pastorate there. But a Southern Baptist church embraced homosexuality down in Southern California when the pastor's son came out as gay. The Southern Baptist movement then handled that church as well. There are reformed RCA groups that have gone towards this particular view. It's a struggle in an entire denomination as a result.
Dr. James D.: I think the Methodist have moved in that direction.
Anne Paulk: Yes. But believe it or not, recently, because of the African movement within the Methodist church, they have retained the biblical view of sexuality belonging between one man and one woman. It's all because of the African contingent, which is amazing.
Dr. James D.: Okay, what's the next category?
Anne Paulk: The next category is probably the most profoundly influencing of the church today. Evangelical, Protestant, Catholic. It's the gay identity viewpoint. And it's a belief that a person is born gay and perhaps even God made them to be gay. And that homosexual desires have some positive about them. That they provide some degree of appreciation of other members of the same sex. Which is a morphing misbelief actually.
Dr. James D.: Kind of a stretch.
Anne Paulk: It's a bit of a stretch. But, that God doesn't bless them acting those feelings. So it's almost as if, if you took the example of the garden of Eden and you said, "God prohibited us eating the fruit of the knowledge of good and evil." And this group of people would say, "Well, you're determined to have to walk around that tree for the rest of your life, the one that's been prohibited. And if you smell it, if you put it up to your eye, if you hold it, if you put it in your pocket, it's all fine. Just don't bite it. And if you bite it, just spit it out." It's like, what? When he's calling us to so much more. He's calling us to the tree of life, which is himself. Jesus is the tree of life. He's calling us into relationship and not to circle what's been prohibited, but rather to move into fullness of life in Jesus.
Anne Paulk: And so I find that to be deeply lacking. And it makes God out to be some really mean person that he made you to struggle with that and he'd prohibits you from acting on it. That's... It just doesn't gel. It doesn't fit together. That's not who God is.
Anne Paulk: The third column would be a renounce. That you are to renounce the old identity and embrace your new identity in Christ. Which I agree with wholeheartedly, but unfortunately they don't generally believe that people can actually have any resolution to their feelings.
Anne Paulk: That there is no way out per se. You're stuck with those feelings you didn't ask for them. They the result of the fall, which is true, all sin is the result of the fall of man. But, there is also hope for actually becoming the new creature in Christ. 2 Corinthians five talks about that, "We regard all as new creatures in Christ. The old has gone and the new has come." And so these folks miss out on that aspect of scripture. In essence, they're encouraging people to perpetually struggle with homosexuality and there's no real help or resolve from it. And I have found that that's not true. I've found that transformation is possible. That God is not only in the business of caring about how we act, but who we are ,and how we feel. And all of it is called to line up with what he says.
Anne Paulk: I never would've guessed that I would have had attraction to someone of the opposite sex. I never thought that was even a possibility for me. But God had other plans. And out of that came my sons and my future life. Potential to grandchildren that I never would have guessed. But I'll tell you what. Transformation is a process, process. Did I say that? Yes. Process, it is not an overnight thing. Yes, there are certain things about life that change instantly. Some people are delivered from certain things instantly. But there's often a process of growing into the man or woman of God that he intends. And that process is a lifetime. And it's beautiful. And it has hills and valleys. And God can walk a person through all of that and more. So I believe in the fourth column, which is transformation. That God is in the business of transforming lives.
Dr. James D.: And we hear a lot today about conversion therapy. And that is a subject of great angst within the homosexual community. In fact, that is their term. Isn't it? Anne explain what it is and then react to it.
Anne Paulk: It is an ideological term that's meant to vilify or demonize individuals who believe that life transformation is possible. And what they do, is it's a kitchen sink term. It's something that they created in order to throw in every wicked thing. Like aversion therapy, or physical abuse, coercion, harassment. Shock therapy has even been stated. Or ice baths or something like that. Honestly, these wild accusations are thrown into this kitchen sink of bad ideas, right? Not one of us... I can't find anyone who practices this so-called conversion therapy. But within that kitchen sink, they also throw in talk therapy and spiritual care and praying for someone. And they made that term in order to vilify all of us. Anybody who hopes that a person's life can be different. In fact, scripture itself talks about that.
Dr. James D.: You know, there are many States that actually outlaw that kind of counseling. Can you imagine that? Let's suppose you've got a 15 year old who's struggling and you can't go to a believer, a counselor who knows the word and counsels according to it. And he becomes unable to do this work. I think... Was it California? Where is it illegal?
Anne Paulk: It is illegal in about 18 States now. And other municipalities, counties, cities. And it's all based upon the false premise that these things are occurring. Which we can't seem to find real evidence of, number one. Number two, the counseling profession itself has ethical demands placed upon it. If a person was doing electroshock or ice baths or coercion or shaming or any of those things that are commonly being accused, they can actually be referred to an ethics panel within the counseling profession. And as of yet, we haven't found anyone prosecuted based upon that. And that's in all the different States. They already have ethics that are high and standards that stand. None of those things occur. We cannot find out where they actually do.
Dr. James D.: Anne what would you recommend for parents or even individuals, adults who need a proper psychological counseling from a Christian perspective, but it's illegal in their state? Where do they go to get this help?
Anne Paulk: Well, that's a very good question. First of all, I believe Alliance Defending Freedom is willing to defend counselors who hold to biblical truths. Because number one, the client is in charge of self determination. They set the goal for the counseling. And if you're prohibiting a client from having that, then you're actually stepping on the entire counseling profession. A person can have their own goals. That's ridiculous. And then secondarily, freedom of speech within the professional context has been protected by the U.S. Supreme Court. And so that potentially could be a win for the entire country.
Dr. James D.: I would think Religious Liberty would be an issue too. You're telling people how to worship.
Anne Paulk: That's right. You're telling people what their goals are allowed to be. How they're allowed to obey him or not obey him. And what support they can get doing that. And so religious freedoms, freedoms of speech, even in the professional context. All of those are coming into question and are heading all the way up to the U.S. Supreme Court to be decided. There is strong anti-religious animus in this country now in certain places of government in the state in which we currently sit, Dr. Dobson.
Dr. James D.: In Colorado, I'm afraid there is.
Anne Paulk: Yes. And that has been referred back to the States, Washington state, to decide a case differently for Barronelle Stutzman, for example, and Jack Phillips, the cake baker. It is not okay to use the power of the state against religious believers. That is the founding of this government. It is the purpose of the government. It is not to impede religion. We're not to have a state religion, mind you. That was the whole point of the first amendment. But, they are not to impede the rights of believers in following their religious belief.
Dr. James D.: Well Anne, these are extremely important questions. I wish we had more time to talk about them because there are many dimensions to it. Our time is about gone. We must not stop without your offering some advice to parents who are confronted with it at home. Out of nowhere perhaps a son or daughter will come in and say, "mom and dad, I'm gay", or "I'm lesbian". Or maybe they just have questions they're asking, or they are being influenced by their peers or by the culture, by a teacher or others. What advice do you have for parents in a moment like that?
Anne Paulk: We often get calls from parents, emails and all the rest. And they're just devastated by their teenager or older adult, who's being pushed towards LGBTQ identity. When they're simply their sexuality and their identity. I think questions are not harmful unless they're pushed in the wrong direction. And so when people look for what the answer to their life contains, they ought to open the... crack open the book of scripture, the Bible. And take a look at what God says about you. That's what matters the most.
Dr. James D.: Well Anne, now our time is gone. I just want to tell you how much I appreciate your being here on these two days. They've been chock full of important information. And I hope you'll come back and be with us again.
Anne Paulk: Dr. Dobson, I am so grateful to know you. I am thrilled that you are the courageous man that you are. So many of us are so grateful around the country and the world actually. And I just want to say thank you so much for having the courage to address really difficult topics. I'm so grateful for both you and your wife, Shirley. And please give her my love.
Dr. James D.: That's mutual
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Roger Marsh: I'm Roger Marsh. Thanks for listening today to Family Talk. Well, sadly we have reached the end of our broadcast here for 2019. Thank you so much for all of your support and your consistent prayers for our ministry throughout the past year. I hope all of our programs over the past 12 months have really impacted you and your family. Now to begin 2020, we're going to replay two popular presentations that we couldn't quite fit into our best of broadcasts, here in the month of December. So don't miss this extension of our 2019 best of broadcast on the next edition of Family Talk. I'm Roger Marsh. Thanks for listening. Have a blessed New Year's Eve and happy New Year.
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